Dont Look at the Sun

why is it that the last 15 minutes of a 12 hour day seem to pass the slowest? in the attempt to distract my self from the seemingly frozen clock- I write. About nothing, about anything, just in hopes that these last ticking minutes will p a s s.
i have a million things to do! im showing my apartment tonight! And I havent even cleaned yet. I finish hear at 8, and my first appointments at 8:15. Calculate in the walk home, that leaves me with 3 minutes to make my apt look presentable, 5 if I walk fast, but regardless its not an easy task! Hopefully I'll be done with that buzzziness by 9. But I have a date at 930! And I think itd be a good idea, if not considerate, to shower and throw on a little make up, considering I havent done so in almost 2 days...ew. While Im at it I should also try to pick an outfit. And paint my nails. I have a feeling all of the above will end up taking well over a half hour.
My point being, I need to get the hell out of here. Pronto. OK- retracting previous statement about wishing the time away. As the minutes tick closer to 8, my stress level rises, like a thermometer on an increasingly hot day. Im attempting to make a mental check list of what needs to be done and in what order. Walk, no, run, home (try not to be hit by a cab while sprinting across intersections at 79 and 72) Push clothes under bed, throw dishes in sink, push debree on floors to corners. Um try and make the place look liveble. Greet, meet, and kick out roomate prospects. Keep it short and sweet. Shower. Shampoo. Shave. Outfit?? Uh what to wear? I dont even know where were going? Silver American Apparel baithing suit under Marc Jacobs black dress? No- to club-ish! Ummmm anexiety attack kicking in. Overwhelming decition. Jeans? Jeans are safe. Jeans are boring. Not if there green skinny leg jeans. No, too hipster. Oooo white Rock and Republic jeans with white tank and isle de capri heals. Summer chic I like I like. Problem solved. Minimal makeup and fuck the nails and I should have just enough time. Ooh god I have to charge my phone too! It so convienently died on me at noon. Ok 7:52 time to start kicking people out.
Ciao for now bella !