First dates are like job interviews, with cocktails. (I stole that from SJP)He's questioning you, your questioning him, when all you both really want to find out is do you have chemistry? Because on the surface you could be compatible in every possible way, but if theres not that steaming, burning, instant lust for one another, then whats the point? There has to be some sort of initial infatuation for it even to be worth while. Or maybe my standards are too high?
Heres my dilema; can I have it all? Can I have love and security? Can I have that jiterry euphoria and the life I've dreamt of? This probably doesnt make sense to the outside observer... but I have the unpleasant feeling that its one or the other.
I have a date tonight, we'll call him Matt. I won't tell you where I met him. From the little I know him, I can already tell he had a good sense of humor, he's kind, and fun. Not to mention absolutly gorgeous. Hes doing an archetechtual internship
I also have a date Sun night, with Miguel. I should marry him. But Im not sure if that chemistry is present. But perhaps, in time, it could be?
August is so...sweaty, and sticky.... It makes me want to be in love. To have a lover. To have a passionate, illicit, lustful affair. I'll stop here
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